Before knowing God and honestly, there was a season in God where I felt like the walking dead. There wasn’t a zeal or fire for life. It was the same routine each day of waking up, eating, working, breaks, watching shows, sleeping, and then back at it again the next day. Things felt mundane and I can feel like there wasn’t any life in me. I had lost sight of my purpose and why God made me. I had lost sight of Him. But then one day, in a raw conversation with God, I told Him what I was going through even though He knew, but it was the transparency and vulnerability of letting down my guards to talk to my Daddy. He reminded me and brought me back to what He did on the cross for me to be alive. As long as I was going through the motions and not inviting Him into my life, it was going to feel dead. But I had to decide to believe that what He did was for me. He gave me life. It wasn’t overnight, but I began to feel the spark again and each day, when I decided to believe Him again, the fire grew. Through this journey, there’s no doubt that Jesus really is the life-giver.
EPHESIANS 2:4-7 | “But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, 5 made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. 6 And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, 7 in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus."
